February 2012
44 posts
I want to punch the world in its stupid fucking...
Keeping track of our losses on fingers and toes,...
They all lied through their teeth when they said they’d never go.
I'm 22 and go to bed before 12 almost every night.
Something about that statement feels horribly wrong.
I swear I really think I'm psychic sometimes.
Why are all of these acquaintances from high school (who I’d like to forget about) trying to be my friend more than the one person I wish would try?
your absence makes me weary.
Late Resolutions for 2012
Journal every day. Start doing the things that make me feel pretty more often. Stop letting my passions get away from me. Stop being so hard on myself. Read more. Stop closing up inside myself. Do more to make my parents proud. Write more letters. Let go of my anger and gain more inner peace. And accomplish all of these goals and more.
I'm tired of
bigger girls hating on thinner girls for every reason they can think up. I’m tired of bigger girls saying, “Just because you’re thin, it doesn’t mean you’re beautiful, and just because I’m not thin, it doesn’t mean I’m not beautiful.” Yes, you can have a more full-figured body and be beautiful, but it doesn’t mean that there’s...
January 2012
13 posts
feeling forgotten. feeling like a ghost.
Time Won't Heal Me
Time flies by and it terrifies me as I cling to this place like a leaf on a tree, with the wind blowing loud and so threateningly. I beg my God to let me stay where I am and to please keep the cruel world at bay. I fear each dusk and the loss of warm light as it symbolizes more than just the coming of the night; it means that the clock is letting time pass instead of reaching out its hands to my...
